"Think then, will it bring honor to thy head "Nay, but thou wilt help; they who died before Not single-hearted as I deem came here, Therefore unthanked they laid their gifts before Thy stainless feet, still shivering with their fear, Lest in their eyes their true thought might appear, Who sought to be the lords of that fair town, Dreaded of men and winners of renown. "O Queen, thou knowest I pray not for this: O set us down together in some place Where not a voice can break our heaven of bliss, "O fairest, hear me now who do thy will, What need of my vain words to weary thee! "But none the less, this place will I not leave Then from the altar back a space he drew, And there he stood when all the sun was down, Nor had he moved, when the dim golden light, Like the far luster of a godlike town, Had left the world to seeming hopeless night, Naught noted he the shallow of flowing sea As step by step it set the wrack a-swim, The yellow torchlight nothing noted he Wherein with fluttering gown and half-bared limb The temple damsels sung their midnight hymn, And naught the doubled stillness of the fane When they were gone and all was hushed again. But when the waves had touched the marble base, And steps the fish swim over twice a-day, The dawn beheld him sunken in his place Upon the floor; and sleeping there he lay, Not heeding aught the little jets of spray The roughened sea brought nigh, across him cast, For as one dead all thought from him had passed. Yet long before the sun had showed his head, Long ere the varied hangings one the wall Had gained once more their blue and green and red, He rose as one some well-known sign doth call When war upon the city's gates doth fall, And scarce like one fresh risen out of sleep, He 'gan again his broken watch to keep. Then he turned round; not for the sea-gull's cry That wheeled above the temple in his flight, Not for the fresh south wind that lovingly Breathed on the new-born day and dying night, But some strange hope 'twixt fear and great delight Drew round his face, now flushed, now pale and wan, And still constrained his eyes the sea to scan. Now a faint light lit up the southern sky, Saw naught for dazzling light that round him shone. But as he staggered with his arms outspread, Or make him ask more knowledge of his bliss. At last his eyes were cleared, and he could see Through happy tears the goddess face to face With that faint image of Divinity, Whose well-wrought smile and dainty changeless grace Until that morn so gladdened all the place; And covered up his eyes for fear and shame. But through the stillness he her voice could hear Piercing his heart with joy scarce bearable, That said, "Milanion, wherefore dost thou fear? I am not hard to those who love me well; And thou mayest hear perchance, and live to save "See, by my feet three golden apples lie- "And note, that these are not alone most fair With heavenly gold, but longing strange they bring Unto the hearts of men, who will not care, Beholding these, for any once-loved thing Till round the shining sides their fingers cling. And thou shalt see thy well-girt swift foot maid By sight of these amid her glory stayed. "For bearing these within a scrip with thee, "Farewell, and when has come the happy time That she Diana's raiment must unbind And all the world seems blessed with Saturn's clime Milanion raised his head at this last word, For now so soft and kind she seemed to be No longer of her Godhead was he feared; Too late he looked, for nothing could he see But the white image glimmering doubtfully In the departing twilight cold and gray, And those three apples on the steps that lay. These then he caught up quivering with delight, Yet fearful lest it all might be a dream, And though aweary with the watchful night, And sleepless nights of longing, still did deem He could not sleep; but yet the first sunbeam That smote the fane across the heaving deep Shone on him laid in calm untroubled sleep. But little ere the noontide did he rise, Now has the lingering month at last gone by, Looks o'er the smooth course ready for the race, Stands on the spot he twice has looked upon. But yet-what change is this that holds the maid? Does she indeed see in his glittering eye More than disdain of the sharp shearing blade, |