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Nor lefs infpire my Conduct, than my Song ;
Teach
my
beft Reason, Reafon; my best Will
Teach Rectitude; and fix my firm Resolve
Wisdom to wed, and pay her long Arrear :
Nor let the Phial of thy Vengeance, pour'd
On this devoted Head, be pour'd in vain.
The Bell ftrikes One. We take no Note of Time,
But from its Lofs. To give it then a Tongue,
Is wife in Man. As if an Angel spoke,

I feel the folemn Sound. If heard aright,
It is the Knell of my departed Hours:

Where are they? With the Years beyond the Flood.
It is the Signal that demands Dispatch:

How much is to be done? My Hopes and Fears
Start up alarm'd, and o'er Life's narrow Verge
Look down-On what? A fathomless Abyss;
A dread Eternity! how furely mine!
And can Eternity belong to me,

Poor Penfioner on the Bounties of an Hour ?
How poor, how rich, how abject, how auguft,
How complicate, how wonderful, is Man!
How paffing Wonder HE, who made him fuch!
Who centred in our Make such strange Extremes !
From diff'rent Natures marvelously mixt,
Connexion exquifite of diftant Worlds!
Distinguisht Link in Being's endless Chain!
Midway from Nothing to the Deity!
A Beam ethereal, fully'd, and abforpt!
Tho' fully'd, and difhonour'd, ftill Divine!
Dim Miniature of Greatnefs abfolute !
An Heir of Glory! A frail Child of Duft!
Helpless Immortal! Infect infinite!

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A Worm! a God!—I tremble at myself,
And in myself am loft! At home, a Stranger,
Thought wanders up and down, furpriz'd, aghaft,

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And wond'ring at her own: How Reason reels!
O what a Miracle to Man is Man,

Triumphantly diftrefs'd! what Joy, what Dread!
Alternately Tranfported, and Alarm'd!

What can preferve my Life? or what destroy?
An Angel's Arm can't snatch me from the Grave;
Legions of Angels can't confine me there.

'Tis paft Conjecture; all things rife in Proof:
While o'er my Limbs Sleep's foft Dominion spread,
What tho' my Soul phantaftic Measures trod
O'er fairy Fields; or mourn'd along the Gloom
Of pathlefs Woods; or down the craggy Steep
Hurl'd headlong, fwam with Pain the mantled Pool;
Or fcal'd the Cliff; or danc'd on hollow Winds,
With antic Shapes, wild Natives of the Brain?
Her ceaseless Flight, tho' devious, fpeaks her Nature
Of fubtler Effence than the trodden Clod;
Active, aëreal, tow'ring, unconfin'd,
Unfetter'd with her grofs Companion's Fall.
Ev'n filent Night proclaims my Soul immortal :
Ev'n filent Night proclaims eternal Day.

For human Weal, Heav'n husbands all Events:
Dull Sleep inftructs, nor fport vain Dreams in vain.
Why then their Lofs deplore, that are not loft ?
Why wanders wretched Thought their Tombs around,
In infidel Distress? Are Angels there?

Slumbers, rak'd up in Duft, Ethereal Fire ?

They live! they greatly live a Life on Earth
Unkindled, unconceiv'd; and from an Eye
Of Tenderness, let heav'nly Pity fall
On me, more juftly number'd with the Dead,
This is the Defart, this the Solitude:
How populous! how vital, is the Grave!
This is Creation's melancholy Vault,
The Vale funereal, the fad Cypress Gloom;

The

The Land of Apparitions, empty Shades!
All, all on Earth is Shadow, all beyond
Is Subftance: the Reverse is Folly's Creed:
How folid all, where Change shall be no more!
This is the Bud of Being, the dim Dawn,
The Twilight of our Day, the Vestibule ;
Life's Theatre as yet is fhut, and Death,
Strong Death, alone can heave the maffy Bar
This grofs Impediment of Clay remove,
And make us Embryos of Existence free.
From real Life, but little more remote
Is He, not yet a Candidate for Light,
The future Embryo, flumb'ring in his Sire.
Embryos we must be, till we burst the Shell,
Yon ambient azure Shell, and spring to Life,
The Life of Gods, O Tranfport! and of Man.

Yet Man, fool Man! bere buries all his Thoughts; Interrs celeftial Hopes without one Sigh.

Pris'ner of Earth, and pent beneath the Moon,
Here pinions all his Wishes

wing'd by Heav'n

To fly at Infinite; and reach it there,

Where Seraphs gather Immortality,

On Life's fair Tree, faft by the Throne of God.

What golden Joys ambrofial cluft'ring glow,

In HIS full Beam, and ripen for the Juit,

Where momentary Ages are no more!

Where Time, and Pain, and Chance, and Death, expire!!
And is it in the Flight of threescore Years,
To push Eternity from human Thought,
And fmother Souls immortal in the Duft ?
A Soul immortal, fpending all her Fires,
Wafting her Strength in ftrenuous Idleness,
Thrown into Tumult, raptur'd, or alarm'd,
At aught this Scene can threaten, or indulge,
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Refembles

Refembles Ocean into Tempeft wrought,

To waft a Feather, or to drown a Fly.

Where falls this Cenfure? It o'erwhelms myself;
How was my Heart incrusted by the World!
O how felf-fetter'd was my grov'ling Soul!
How, like a Worm, was I wrapt round and round
In filken Thought, which reptile Fancy fpun,
Till darken'd Reafon lay quite clouded o'er
With foft Conceit of endless Comfortere,
Nor yet put forth her Wings to reach the Skies!
Night-vifions may befriend (as fung above) →
Our waking Dreams are fatal. How I dreamt
Of things impoffible? (Could Sleep do more ?)
Of Joys perpetual in perpetual Change?
Of ftable Pleasures on the toffing Wave?
Eternal Sunshine in the Storms of Life?
How richly were my noon-tide Trances hung
With gorgeous Tapestries of pictur'd Joys
Joy behind Joy, in endless Perspective!
Till at Death's Toll, whose restless iron Tongue
Calls daily for his Millions at a Meal,
Starting I woke, and found myself undone.
Where now my Phrenfy's pompous Furniture ?
'The cobweb'd Cottage, with its ragged Wall
Of mould'ring Mud, is Royalty to me!
The Spider's most attenuated Thread
Is Cord, is Cable, to Man's tender Tie
On earthly Bliss; it breaks at ev'ry Breeze.

O ye bleft Scenes of permanent Delight!
Full, above Measure! lafting, beyond Bound!
A Perpetuity of Blifs is Blifs.

Could you, fo rich in Rapture, fear an End,
That ghaftly Thought would drink up all your Joy,
And quite unparadise the Realms of Light.
Safe are you lodg'd above these rolling Sphères;

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The baleful Influence of whofe giddy Dance
Sheds fad Viciffitude on all beneath.

Here teems with Revolutions ev'ry Hour ;
And rarely for the better; or the best,
More mortal than the common Births of Fate.
Each Moment has its Sickle, emulous

Of Time's enormous Scythe, whofe ample Sweep
Strikes Empires from the Root; each Moment plays
His little Weapon in the narrower Sphere
Of sweet domeftic Comfort, and cuts down
The fairest Bloom of fublunary Bliss.

Blifs! fublunary Blifs!-Proud Words, and vain L Implicit Treafon to divine Decree !

A bold Invasion of the Rights of Heav'n!
I clafp'd the Phantoms, and I found them Air.
O had I weigh'd it ere my fond Embrace!
What Darts of Agóny had mifs'd my Heart!

Death! Great Proprietor of All! 'tis thine
To tread out Empire, and to quench the Stars.
The Sun himself by thy Permiffion shines;

And, one Day, thou fhalt pluck him from his Sphere.
Amid fuch mighty Plunder, why exhauft

Thy partial Quiver on a Mark fo mean?
Why thy peculiar Rancour wreak'd on me ?
Infatiate Archer! could not One fuffice?

Thy Shaft flew thrice; and thrice my Peace was flain ;
And thrice, ere thrice yon Moon had fill'd her Horn.
O Cynthia! why fo pale ? Doft thou lament

Thy wretched Neighbour? Grieve to fee thy Wheel
Of ceaseless Change out-whirl'd in human Life?
How wanes my borrow'd Blifs! from Fortune's Smile,
Precarious Courtesy! Not Virtue's fure,
Self-given, folar, Ray of found Delight.

In ev'ry vary'd Pofture, Place, and Hour,
How widow'd ev'ry Thought of ev'ry Joy!

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