Towered up between me and the stars, and still, For so it seemed, with purpose of its own And measured motion like a living thing, Strode after me. With trembling oars I turned, 85 And through the silent water stole my way Back to the covert of the willow tree; There in her mooring-place I left my bark, And through the meadows homeward went, in grave And serious mood; but after I had seen 90 That spectacle, for many days, my brain Worked with a dim and undetermined sense Of unknown modes of being; o'er my thoughts There hung a darkness, call it solitude Or blank desertion. No familiar shapes 95 Like living men, moved slowly through the mind 99 140 And not a voice was idle; with the din As is a landscape to a blind man's eye: 24 His little, nameless, unremembered acts 1 The river is not affected by the tides a few miles above Tintern. And now, with gleams of half-extinguished thought, 60 With many recognitions dim and faint, That in this moment there is life and food For future years. And SO I dare to hope. 65 Though, changed, no doubt, from what I was when first I came among these hills; when like a roe I bounded o'er the mountains, by the sides Of the deep rivers, and the lonely streams, Wherever nature led; more like a man Flying from something that he dreads, than one 70 Who sought the thing he loved. For nature then (The coarser pleasures of my boyish days, And their glad animal movements all gone by) To me was all in all. I cannot paint 75 What then I was. The sounding cataract Haunted me like a passion: the tall rock, The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood, Their colors and their forms, were then to me 135 Shine on thee in thy solitary walk; Into a sober pleasure; when thy mind For all sweet sounds and harmonies; oh! then, If solitude, or fear, or pain, or grief, Should be thy portion, with what healing thoughts Of tender joy wilt thou remember me, 145 And these my exhortations! Nor, per chance |