With too much passion, will here stay and pity, For the mere sake of truth; as 't is a ditty Not of these days, but long ago 't was told By a cavern wind unto a forest old;
And then the forest told it in a dream
To a sleeping lake, whose cool and level gleam A poet caught as he was journeying To Phoebus' shrine; and in it he did fling His weary limbs, bathing an hour's space, And after, straight in that inspired place He sang the story up into the air, Giving it universal freedom. There Has it been ever sounding for those ears Whose tips are glowing hot. The legend cheers You sentinel stars; and he who listens to it Must surely be self-doom'd or he will rue it : For quenchless burnings come upon the heart, Made fiercer by a fear lest any part Should be ingulfed in the eddying wind. As much as here is penn'd doth always find
A resting-place, thus much comes clear and plain; Anon the strange voice is upon the wane- And 'tis but echoed from departing sound, That the fair visitant at last unwound Her gentle limbs, and left the youth asleep.- Thus the tradition of the gusty deep.
Now turn we to our former chroniclers.- Endymion awoke, that grief of hers Sweet plaining on his ear: he sickly guess'd How lone he was once more, and sadly press'd His empty arms together, hung his head, And most forlorn upon that widow'd bed Sat silently. Love's madness he had known: Often with more than tortured lion's groan Moanings had burst from him; but now that rage Had pass'd away: no longer did he wage
A rough-voiced war against the dooming stars. No, he had felt too much for such harsh jars: The lyre of his soul Eolian-tuned Forgot all violence, and but communed With melancholy thought: O he had swoon'd Drunken from pleasure's nipple! and his love Henceforth was dove-like.-Loth was he to move From the imprinted couch, and when he did, "I was with slow, languid paces, and face hid In muffling hands. So temper'd, out he stray'd Half seeing visions that might have dismay'd Alecto's serpents; ravishments more keen 'Than Hermes' pipe, when anxious he did lean Over eclipsing eyes: and at the last It was a sounding grotto, vaulted, vast, O'er-studded with a thousand, thousand pearls, And crimson-mouthed shells with stubborn curls, Of every shape and size, even to the bulk In which whales arbor close, to brood and sulk Against an endless storm. Moreover too, Fish-semblances, of green and azure hue, Ready to snort their streams. In this cool wonder Endymion sat down, and 'gan to ponder On all his life: his youth, up to the day When 'mid acclaim, and feasts, and garlands gay, He stept upon his shepherd throne: the look Of his white palace in wild forest nook,
And all the revels he had lorded there: Each tender maiden whom he once thought fair, With every friend and fellow-woodlander- Pass'd like a dream before him. Then the spur Of the old bards to mighty deeds: his plans To nurse the golden age 'mong shepherd clang . That wondrous night: the great Pan-festival: His sister's sorrow; and his wanderings all, Until into the earth's deep maw he rush'd: Then all its buried magic, till it flush'd High with excessive love. "And now," thous "How long must I remain in jeopardy
Of blank amazements that amaze no more? Now I have tasted her sweet soul to the core, All other depths are shallow: essences, Once spiritual, are like muddy lees, Meant but to fertilize my earthly root, And make my branches lift a golden fruit Into the bloom of heaven: other light, Though it be quick and sharp enough to bligh The Olympian eagle's vision, is dark. Dark as the parentage of chaos. Hark!
My silent thoughts are echoing from these shell Or are they but the ghosts, the dying swells Of noises far away?-list!-Hereupon He kept an anxious ear The humming tone Came louder, and behold, there as he lay, On either side out-gush'd, with misty spray, A copious spring; and be together dash'd Swift, mad, fantastic round ide ocks, and lash'o Among the conchs and sheli. of ti.9 lofty grot, Leaving a trickling dew. At ist they shot Down from the ceiling's height, pu.ng a noise As of some breathless racers whose hopes poise Upon the last few steps, and wil spent force Along the ground they took a winding course. Endymion follow'd-for it seem'd that one Ever pursued, the other strove to shun- Follow'd their languid mazes, till well-nigh He had left thinking of the mystery.— And was now rapt in tender hoverings Over the vanish'd bliss. Ah! what is it sings His dream away? What melodies are these! They sound as through the whispering of trees Not native in such barren vaults. Give ear!
"O Arethusa, peerless nymph! why fear Such tenderness as mine? Great Dian, why, Why didst thou hear her prayer? O that I Were rippling round her dainty fairness now, Circling about her waist, and striving how To entice her to a dive! then stealing in Between her luscious lips and eyelids thin. O that her shining hair was in the sun, And I distilling from it thence to run In amorous rillets down her shrinking form! To linger on her lily shoulders, warm Between her kissing breasts, and every charm Touch raptured!-See how painfully I flow: Fair maid, be pitiful to my great woe. Stay, stay thy weary course, and let me lead, A happy wooer, to the flowery mead Where all that beauty snared me."-" Cruel God Desist! or my offended mistress' nod Will stagnate all thy fountains:-tease me not
With syren words—Ah, have I really got Such power to madden thee? And is it true- Away away, or I shall dearly rue
My very thoughts: in mercy then away, Kindest Alpheus, for should I obey
My own dear will, 't would be a deadly bane."- “O, Oread-Queen! would that thou hadst a pain Like this of mine, then would I fearless turn And be a criminal."—" Alas, I burn, I shudder-gentle river, get thee hence. Alpheus! thou enchanter! every sense
Of mine was once made perfect in these woods. Fresh breezes, bowery lawns, and innocent floods, Ripe fruits, and lonely couch, contentment gave; But ever since I heedlessly did lave In thy deceitful stream, a panting glow Grew strong within me: wherefore serve me so, And call it love? Alas! 'twas cruelty. Not once more did I close my happy eyes Amid the thrush's song. Away! Avaunt! O'twas a cruel thing."-" Now thou dost taunt So softly, Arethusa, that I think
Towards it by a sandy path, and lo! More suddenly than doth a moment go, The visions of the earth were gone and fled- He saw the giant sea above his head.
THERE are who lord it o'er their fellow-men With most prevailing tinsel: who unpen Their baaing vanities, to browse away The comfortable green and juicy hay From human pastures; or, O torturing fact! Who, through an idiot blink, will see unpack'd Fire-branded foxes to sear up and singe
Our gold and ripe-ear'd hopes. With not one tinge Of sanctuary splendor, nor a sight
Able to face an owl's, they still are dight By the blear-eyed nations in empurpled vests, And crowns, and turbans. With unladen breasts, Save of blown self-applause, they proudly mount To their spirit's perch, their being's high account,
Will shade us with their wings. Those fitful sighs Their tip-top nothings, their dull skies, their thrones
'Tis almost death to hear: O let me pour
A dewy balm upon them!-fear no more, Sweet Arethusa! Dian's self must feel,
Sometimes, these very pangs. Dear maiden, steal Blushing into my soul, and let us fly These dreary caverns for the open sky. I will delight thee all my winding course, From the green sea up to my hidden source About Arcadian forests; and will show The channels where my coolest waters flow Through mossy rocks; where, 'mid exuberant green, I roam in pleasant darkness, more unseen Than Saturn in his exile; where I brim Round flowery islands, and take thence a skim Of mealy sweets, which myriads of bees Buzz from their honey'd wings: and thou shouldst please
Thyself to choose the richest, where we might Be incense-pillow'd every summer night. Doff all sad fears, thou white deliciousness, And let us be thus comforted; unless Thou couldst rejoice to see my hopeless stream Hurry distracted from Sol's temperate beam, And pour to death along some hungry sands."- "What can I do, Alpheus? Dian stands Severe before me. persecuting fate! Unhappy Arethusa! thou wast late
A huntress free in"-At this, sudden fell Those two sad streams adown a fearful dell. The Latmian listen'd, but he heard no more, Save echo, faint repeating o'er and o'er The name of Arethusa. On the verge Of that dark gulf he wept, and said. "I urge Thee, gentle Goddess of my pilgrimage, By our eternal hopes, to soothe, to assuage If thou art powerful, these lovers' pains; And make them happy in some happy plains."
Amid the fierce intoxicating tones
Of trumpets, shoutings, and belabor'd drums, And sudden cannon. Ah! how all this hums, In wakeful ears, like uproar past and gone- Like thunder-clouds that spake to Babylon, And set those old Chaldeans to their tasks.- Are then regalities all gilded masks? No, there are throned seats unscalable But by a patient wing, a constant spell, Or by ethereal things that, unconfined, Can make a ladder of the eternal wind, And poise about in cloudy thunder-tents To watch the abysm-birth of elements Aye, 'bove the withering of old-lipp'd Fate A thousand powers keep religious state, In water, fiery realm, and airy bourn; And, silent as a consecrated urn, Hold sphery sessions for a season due. Yet few of these far majestics, ah, few! Have bared their operations to this globe- Few, who with gorgeous pageantry enrobe Our piece of heaven-whose benevolence Shakes hand with our own Ceres; every sense Filling with spiritual sweets to plenitude, As bees gorge full their cells. And by the feud "Twixt Nothing and Creation, I here swear, Eterne Apollo! that thy Sister fair Is of all these the gentlier-mightiest. When thy gold breath is misting in the west, She unobserved steals unto her throne, And there she sits most meek and most alone: As if she had not pomp subservient; As if thine eye, high Poet! was not bent Towards her with the Muses in thine heart; As if the ministering stars kept not apart, Waiting for silver-footed messages.
O Moon! the oldest shades 'mong oldest trees Feel palpitations when thou lookest in: O Moon! old boughs lisp forth a holier din
He turn'd-there was a whelming sound-he stept, The while they feel thine airy fellowship.
There was a cooler light; and so he kept
Thou dost bless everywhere, with silver lip
Kissing dead things to life. The sleeping kine, Couch'd in thy brightness, dream of fields divine: Innumerable mountains rise, and rise, Ambitious for the hallowing of thine eyes; And yet thy benediction passeth not One obscure hiding-place, one little spot Where pleasure may be sent: the nested wren Has thy fair face within its tranquil ken, And from beneath a sheltering ivy leaf Takes glimpses of thee; thou art a relief To the poor patient oyster, where it sleeps Within its pearly house :-The mighty deeps, The monstrous sea is thine--the myriad sea! O Moon! far-spooming Ocean bows to thee, And Tellus feels her forehead's cumbrous load.
Cynthia! where art thou now? What far abode Of green or silvery bower doth enshrine Such utmost beauty? Alas, thou dost pine For one as sorrowful: thy cheek is pale For one whose cheek is pale: thou dost bewail His tears, who weeps for thee. Where dost thou sigh? Ah! surely that light peeps from Vesper's eye, Or what a thing is love! "Tis She, but lo! How changed, how full of ache, how gone in woe! She dies at the thinnest cloud; her loveliness Is wan on Neptune's blue: yet there's a stress Of love-spangles, just off yon cape of trees, Dancing upon the waves, as if to please The curly foam with amorous influence. O, not so idle! for down-glancing thence, She fathoms eddies, and runs wild about O'erwhelming water-courses; scaring out The thorny sharks from hiding-holes, and fright'ning Their savage eyes with unaccustom'd lightning. Where will the splendor be content to reach ? O love! how potent hast thou been to teach Strange journeyings! Wherever beauty dwells, In gulf or aerie, mountains or deep dells, In light, in gloom, in star or blazing sun, Thou pointest out the way, and straight 'tis won. Amid his toil thou gavest Leander breath; Thou leddest Orpheus through the gleams of death; Thou madest Pluto bear thin element: And now, O winged Chieftain! thou hast sent A moonbeam to the deep, deep water-world, To find Endymion.
On gold sand impearl'd With lily shells, and pebbles milky white, Poor Cynthia greeted him, and soothed her light Against his pallid face: he felt the charm To breathlessness, and suddenly a warm
Of his heart's blood: 'twas very sweet; he stay'd His wandering steps, and half-entranced laid His head upon a tuft of straggling weeds, To taste the gentle moon, and freshening beads, Lash'd from the crystal roof by fishes' tails. And so he kept, until the rosy veils Manling the east, by Aurora's peering hand Were lifted from the water's breast, and fann'd Into sweet air; and sober'd morning came Meekly through billows:-when like taper-flame Left sudden by a dallying breath of air, He rose in silence, and once more 'gan fare
With nothing save the hollow vast, that foam'd Above, around, and at his feet; save things More dead than Morpheus' imaginings: Old rusted anchors, helmets, breastplates large Of gone sea-warriors; brazen beaks and targe; Rudders that for a hundred years had lost The sway of human hand; gold vase emboss'd With long-forgotten story, and wherein No reveller had ever dipp'd a chin
But those of Saturn's vintage; mouldering scrolls, Writ in the tongue of heaven, by those souls Who first were on the earth; and sculptures rude In ponderous stone, developing the mood Of ancient Nox ;-then skeletons of man, Of beast, behemoth, and leviathan, And elephant, and eagle, and huge jaw Of nameless monster. A cold leaden awe These secrets struck into him; and unless
| Dian had chased away that heaviness, He might have died: but now, with cheered feel, He onward kept; wooing these thoughts to steal About the labyrinth in his soul of love.
"What is there in thee, Moon! that thou shouldst
My heart so potently? When yet a child,
I oft have dried my tears when thou hast smiled. Thou seem'dst my sister: hand in hand we went From eve to morn across the firmament. No apples would I gather from the tree, Till thou hadst cool'd their cheeks deliciously: No tumbling water ever spake romance, But when my eyes with thine thereon could dance: No woods were green enough, no bower divine, Until thou lifted'st up thine eyelids fine: In sowing-time ne'er would I dibble take, Or drop a seed, till thou wast wide awake; And, in the summer-tide of blossoming, No one but thee hath heard me blithely sing And mesh my dewy flowers all the night. No melody was like a passing spright If it went not to solemnize thy reign. Yes, in my boyhood, every joy and pain By thee were fashion'd to the self-same end; And as I grew in years, still didst thou blend With all my ardors: thou wast the deep glen; Thou wast the mountain-top-the sage's pen- The poet's harp-the voice of friends-the sun; Thou wast the river-thou wast glory won; Thou wast my clarion's blast-thou wast my steed- My goblet full of wine-my topmost deed :— Thou wast the charm of women, lovely Moon! O what a wild and harmonized tune My spirit struck from all the beautiful!
On some bright essence could I lean, and full Myself to immortality: I prest
Nature's soft pillow in a wakeful rest.
But, gentle Orb! there came a nearer bliss- My strange love came-Felicity's abyss! She came, and thou didst fade, and fade away- Yet not entirely; no, thy starry sway Has been an under-passion to this hour. Now I begin to feel thine orby power
Is coming fresh upon me: O be kind! Keep back thine influence, and do not blind My sovereign vision.-Dearest love, forgive That I can think away from thee and live!- Pardon me, airy planet, that I prize One thought beyond thine argent luxuries! How far beyond!" At this a surprised start Frosted the springing verdure of his heart; For as he lifted up his eyes to swear
How his own goddess was past all things fair, He saw far in the concave green of the sea An old man sitting calm and peacefully. Upon a weeded rock this old man sat, And his white hair was awful, and a mat Of weeds was cold beneath his cold thin feet; And, ample as the largest winding-sheet, A cloak of blue wrapp'd up his aged bones, O'erwrought with symbols by the deepest groans Of ambitious magic: every ocean-form Was woven in with black distinctness: storm, And calm, and whispering, and hideous roar Were emblem'd in the woof; with every shape That skims, or dives, or sleeps, 'twixt cape and cape, The gulfing whale was like a dot in the spell, Yet look upon it, and 't would size and swell To its huge self; and the minutest fish Would pass the very hardest gazer's wish, And show his little eye's anatomy. Then there was pictured the regality
Of Neptune; and the sea-nymphs round his state, In beauteous vassalage, look up and wait. Beside this old man lay a pearly wand, And in his lap a book, the which he conn'd So stedfastly, that the new denizen Had time to keep him in amazed ken,
To mark these shadowings, and stand in awe.
The old man raised his hoary head and saw The wilder'd stranger-seeming not to see, His features were so lifeless. Suddenly He woke as from a trance; his snow-white brows Went arching up, and like two magic plows Furrow'd deep wrinkles in his forehead large, Which kept as fixedly as rocky marge,
Till round his wither'd lips had gone a smile. Then up he rose, like one whose tedious toil Had watch'd for years in forlorn hermitage, Who had not from mid-life to utmost age Eased in one accent his o'er-burden'd soul, Even to the trees. He rose he grasp'd his stole, With convulsed clenches waving it abroad, And in a voice of solemn joy, that awed Echo into oblivion, he said :—
"Thou art the man! Now shall I lay my head In peace upon my watery pillow: now Sleep will come smoothly to my weary brow O Jove! I shall be young again, be young! O shell-born Neptune, I am pierced and stung With new-born life! What shall I do? Where go, When I have cast this serpent-skin of woe?— I'll swim to the syrens, and one moment listen Their melodies, and see their long hair glisten; Anon upon that giant's arm I'l be,
That writhes about the roots of Sicily:
To northern seas I'll in a twinkling sail, And mount upon the snortings of a whale To some black cloud; thence down I'll madly sweep On forked lightning, to the deepest deep, Where through some sucking pool I will be hurl'd With rapture to the other side of the world! O, I am full of gladness! Sisters three, I bow full-hearted to your old decree! Yes, every God be thank'd, and power benign, For I no more shall wither, droop, and pine. Thou art the man!" Endymion started back Dismay'd; and, like a wretch from whom the rack Tortures hot breath, and speech of agony, Mutter'd: "What lonely death am I to die In this cold region? Will he let me freeze, And float my brittle limbs o'er polar seas? Or will he touch me with his searing hand, And leave a black memorial on the sand? Or tear me piecemeal with a bony saw, And keep me as a chosen food to draw His magian fish through hated fire and flame?" O misery of hell! resistless, tame,
Am I to be burnt up? No. I will shout, Until the Gods through heaven's blue look out!— O Tartarus! but some few days agone
Her soft arms were entwining me, and on Her voice I hung like fruit among green leaves: Her lips were all my own, and-ah, ripe sheaves Of happiness! ye on the stubble droop, But never may be garner'd. I must stoop My head, and kiss death's foot. Love! love, farewell Is there no hope from thee? This horrid spell Would melt at thy sweet breath.-By Dian's hind Feeding from her white fingers, on the wind I see thy streaming hair! and now, by Pan, I care not for this old mysterious man!"
He spake, and walking to that aged form, Look'd high defiance. Lo! his heart 'gan warm With pity, for the gray-hair'd creature wept. Had he then wrong'd a heart where sorrow kept? Had he, though blindly contumelious, brought, Rheum to kind eyes, a sting to human thought, Convulsion to a mouth of many years?
He had in truth; and he was ripe for tears. The penitent shower fell, as down he knelt Before that care-worn sage, who trembling felt About his large dark locks, and faltering spake.
"Arise, good youth, for sacred Phoebus' sake! I know thine inmost bosom, and I feel A very brother's yearning for thee steal Into mine own: for why? thou openest The prison-gates that have so long opprest My weary watching. Though thou know'st it rɔt, Thou art commission'd to this fated spot For great enfranchisement. O weep no more; I am a friend to love, to loves of yore:
Ay, hadst thou never loved an unknown power,
I had been grieving at this joyous hour.
But even now most miserable old,
I saw thee, and my blood no longer cold Gave mighty pulses: in this tottering case Grew a new heart, which at this moment plays As dancingly as thine. Be not afraid, For thou shalt hear this secret all display'd,
Now as we speed towards our joyous task."
So saying, this young soul in age's mask Went forward with the Carian side by side: Resuming quickly thus; while ocean's tide Hung swollen at their backs, and jewell'd sands Took silently their foot-prints.
"My soul stands Now past the midway from mortality, And so I can prepare without a sigh To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain. I was a fisher once, upon this main, And my boat danced in every creek and bay; Rough billows were my home by night and day,- The sea-gulls not more constant; for I had No housing from the storm and tempests mad, But hollow rocks,-and they were palaces Of silent happiness, of slumberous ease: Long years of misery have told me so. Ay, thus it was one thousand years ago. One thousand years!-Is it then possible To look so plainly through them? to dispel
A thousand years with backward glance sublime? To breathe away as 't were all scummy slime From off a crystal pool, to see its deep, And one's own image from the bottom peep? Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall, My long captivity and moanings all Are but a slime, a thin-pervading scum, The which I breathe away, and thronging come Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures.
"I touch'd no lute, I sang not, trod no measures: I was a lonely youth on desert shores. My sports were lonely, 'mid continuous roars, And craggy isles, and sea-mews' plaintive cry Plaining discrepant between sea and sky. Dolphins were still my playmates; shapes unseen Would let me feel their scales of gold and green, Nor be my desolation; and, full oft, When a dread water-spout had rear'd aloft Its hungry hugeness, seeming ready ripe To burst with hoarsest thunderings, and wipe My life away like a vast sponge of fate, Some friendly monster, pitying my sad state, Has dived to its foundations, gulf'd it down, And left me tossing safely. But the crown Of all my life was utmost quietude: More did I love to lie in cavern rude, Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice, And if it came at last, hark, and rejoice! There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer My skiff along green shelving coasts, to hear The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep, Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep: And never was a day of summer shine, But I beheld its birth upon the brine; For I would watch all night to see unfold Heaven's gates, and Æthon snort his morning gold Wide o'er the swelling streams: and constantly At brim of day-tide, on some grassy lea, My nets would be spread out, and I at rest. The poor folk of the sea-country I blest With daily boon of fish most delicate: They knew not whence this bounty, and elate
Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach.
Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach At things which, but for thee, O Latmian! Had been my dreary death! Fool! I began To feel distemper'd longings: to desire The utmost privilege that ocean's sire Could grant in benediction: to be free Of all his kingdom. Long in misery I wasted, ere in one extremest fit
I plunged for life or death. To interknit One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff Might seem a work of pain; so not enough Can I admire how crystal-smooth it felt, And buoyant round my limbs. At first I dwelt Whole days and days in sheer astonishment; Forgetful utterly of self-intent;
Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow. Then, like a new-fledged bird that first doth show His spreaded feathers to the morrow chill, I tried in fear the pinions of my will. "T was freedom! and at once I visited The ceaseless wonders of this ocean-bed. No need to tell thee of them, for I see That thou hast been a witness-it must be For these I know thou canst not feel a drouth, By the melancholy corners of that mouth. So I will in my story straightway pass To more immediate matter. Woe, alas! That love should be my bane! Ah, Scylla fair! Why did poor Glancus ever-ever dare To sue thee to his heart? Kind stranger-youth! I loved her to the very white of truth, And she would not conceive it. Timid thing! She fled me swift as sea-bird on the wing. Round every isle, and point, and promontory, From where large Hercules wound up his story Far as Egyptian Nile. My passion grew The more, the more I saw her dainty hue Gleam delicately through the azure clear: Until 't was too fierce agony to bear; And in that agony, across my grief
It flash'd, that Circe might find some relief- Cruel enchantress! So above the water
I rear'd my head, and look'd for Phoebus' daughter Ea's isle was wondering at the moon :— It seem'd to whirl around me, and a swoon Left me dead-drifting to that fatal power.
"When I awoke, 't was in a twilight bower; Just when the light of morn, with hum of bees, Stole through its verdurous matting of fresh trees. How sweet, and sweeter! for I heard a lyre. And over it a sighing voice expire.
It ceased-I caught light footsteps; and anon The fairest face that morn e'er look'd upon Push'd through a screen of roses. Starry Jove! With tears, and smiles, and honey-words she wove A net whose thraldom was more bliss than all The range of flower'd Elysium. Thus did fall The dew of her rich speech: "Ah! art awake? O let me hear thee speak, for Cupid's sake! I am so oppress'd with joy! Why, I have shed An urn of tears, as though thou wert cold dead; And now I find thee living, I will pour From these devoted eyes their silver store,
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