I counted them I knew them all, Each with its rope around its neck, 'The stiff policeman, passing along, I saw them-heard them-felt their breath 'These women three, these fearful shapes, "His hour draws near, -he's one of us, He shall rest with us, and his name shall be 160 'I whispered to one, "What hadst thou done?" She answered, whispering, and I heardAlthough a chime rang at the time Every sentence, every word, Clear, above the pealing bells: 104 THE PHANTOMS OF ST. SEPULCHRE. “I was mad, and slew my child; And for this deed they raised the gibbet; And I hung and swung in the sight of men, 'I said to the second, "What didst thou?" But they stole him from me, to fight the French; To beg or steal to live or die, Robbed of my stay, my all, my own. I stole a ribbon, was caught and tried ; 'I said to the third, "What crime was thine?" But truth was feeble, error was strong; And guiltless of a deed of shame, 43 136 They would not hear my truthful words; 'Then one and all, by that churchyard wall, His knell shall ring, and his corpse shall swing, They vanished! I saw them, one by one, With their bare blue feet on the drifted snow, Sink like a thaw, when the sun is up, To their wormy solitudes below. Though you may deem this was a dream, My facts are tangible facts to me; For the sight grows clear as death draws near, THE CONFESSION. I was betrayed, and cruelly undone. my fellow-men; I cursed my God, that made so bad a world. I tore my hair, I dashed my bleeding head Against a wall; sobbed, wept, and gnashed my teeth. I howled anathemas against myself For being man, and living on the earth. When suddenly a sweet and heavenly calm And a voice spake, not angrily, but sad : 'Weak and unjust! Thou hast blasphemed thy God; Th' excess of splendor dazzled my dim eyes; The clear words made me dumb: and for a while Torpid and clod-like on the earth I lay, Knelt down in awe, and worshipped his dread name. Youth in my limbs, but age upon my heart, I roamed the earth. I dwelt among the Greeks: I saw, well pleased, the majesty of life; The power of beauty, and the sense of joy; The physical grandeur of the earth and heaven. But God himself was stranger to my thought: I had a worship, but no inward faith ; I prayed to gods of human lineament, Emblems of natural forces and desires; I filled the woods with visionary shapes; Peopled the hills, the vales, the rocks, the streams, The dark caves, and the sunny mountain-tops. With forms of beauty; and conversed with them Upon unseen, unreal phantasies, Until they seemed so palpable to sight, |