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1841.]

BLIND OLD MILTON.

BY WILLIAM E. AYTOUN.

PLACE me, once more, my daughter, where the sun
May shine upon my old and time-worn head,
For the last time, perchance.

My race is run;
And soon amidst the ever-silent dead

I must repose, it may be, half forgot.

Yes! I have broke the hard and bitter bread
For many a year, with those who trembled not
To buckle on their armour for the fight,
And set themselves against the tyrant's lot;
And I have never bow'd me to his might,
Nor knelt before him-for I bear within

My heart the sternest consciousness of right,
And that perpetual hate of gilded sin

Which made me what I am; and though the stain
Of poverty be on me, yet I win

More honour by it, than the blinded train
Who hug their willing servitude, and bow
Unto the weakest and the most profane.
Therefore, with unencumber'd soul I go
Before the footstool of my Maker, where
I hope to stand as undebased as now!

Child! is the sun abroad? I feel hair
my
Borne up and wafted by the gentle wind,

I feel the odours that perfume the air,
And hear the rustling of the leaves behind.
Within my heart I picture them, and then
I almost can forget that I am blind,

And old, and hated by my fellow-men.
Yet would I fain once more behold the grace
Of nature ere I die, and gaze again
Upon her living and rejoicing face-

Fain would I see thy countenance, my child,
My comforter! I feel thy dear embrace-
I hear thy voice so musical and mild,
The patient, sole interpreter, by whom
So many years of sadness are beguiled;
For it hath made my small and scanty room
Peopled with glowing visions of the past.
But I will calmly bend me to my doom,

And wait the hour which is approaching fast,
When triple light shall stream upon mine eyes,
And heaven itself be open'd up at last,
To him who dared foretell its mysteries.
I have had visions in this drear eclipse

Of outward consciousness, and clomb the skies,
Striving to utter with my earthly lips
What the diviner soul had half divined,
Even as the Saint in his Apocalypse

Who saw the inmost glory, where enshrined

Sat He who fashion'd glory. This hath driven
All outward strife and tumult from my mind,
And humbled me, until I have forgiven

My bitter enemies, and only seek

To find the straight and narrow path to heaven.

Yet I am weak-O, how entirely weak,

For one who may not love nor suffer more!
Sometimes unbidden tears will wet my cheek,
And my heart bound as keenly as of yore,
Responsive to a voice, now hush'd to rest,

Which made the beautiful Italian shore,

With all its pomp of summer vineyards drest,
An Eden and a Paradise to me.

Do the sweet breezes from the balmy west
Still murmur through thy groves, Parthenope,
In search of odours from the orange bowers?
Still on thy slopes of verdure does the bee
Cull her rare honey from the virgin flowers?
And Philomel her plaintive chant prolong,
'Neath skies more calm and more serene than ours,
Making the summer one perpetual song?
Art thou the same as when in manhood's pride
I walk'd in joy thy grassy meads among,
With that fair youthful vision by my side,

In whose bright eyes I look'd-and not in vain? O, my adored angel! O, my bride!

Despite of years, and woe, and want, and pain, My soul yearns back towards thee, and I seem To wander with thee, hand in hand, again, By the bright margin of that flowing stream. I hear again thy voice, more silver sweet Than fancied music floating in a dream, Possess my being; from afar I greet The waving of thy garments in the glade, And the light rustling of thy fairy feetWhat time as one half eager, half afraid,

Love's burning secret falter'd on my tongue,
And tremulous looks and broken words betray'd
The secret of the heart from whence they sprung.
Ah me! the earth that render'd thee to heaven
Gave up an angel beautiful and young;
Spotless and pure as snow when freshly driven,
A bright Aurora for the starry sphere
Where all is love, and even life forgiven.
Bride of immortal beauty-ever dear!
Dost thou await me in thy blest abode?

While I, Tithonus-like, must linger here,
And count each step along the rugged road,
A phantom, tottering to a long-made grave,
And eager to lay down my weary load!
I, that was fancy's lord, am fancy's slave-

Like the low murmurs of the Indian shell
Ta'en from its coral bed beneath the wave,
Which, unforgetful of the ocean's swell,
Retains within its mystic urn, the hum

Heard in the sea-grots, where the Nereids dwellOld thoughts still haunt me-unawares they come Between me and my rest, nor can I make

Those aged visiters of sorrow dumb.

O, yet awhile, my feeble soul, awake! Nor wander back with sullen steps again;

For neither pleasant pastime canst thou take

In such a journey, nor endure the pain.
The phantoms of the past are dead for thee;
So let them ever uninvoked remain,

And be thou calm, till death shall set thee free.
Thy flowers of hope expanded long ago,

Long since their blossoms wither'd on the tree :
No second spring can come to make them blow,
But in the silent winter of the grave

They lie with blighted love and buried woe.
I did not waste the gifts which nature gave,
Nor slothful lay in the Circéan bower;
Nor did I yield myself the willing slave

Of lust for pride, for riches, or for power.

No! in my heart a nobler spirit dwelt;

For constant was my faith in manhood's dower; Man-made in God's own image-and I felt

How of our own accord we courted shame, Until to idols like ourselves we knelt,

And so renounced the great and glorious claim Of freedom, our immortal heritage.

I saw how bigotry, with spiteful aim,
Smote at the searching eyesight of the sage,
How error stole behind the steps of truth,
And cast delusion on the sacred page.

So, as a champion, even in early youth
I waged my battle with a purpose keen;
Nor fear'd the hand of terror, nor the tooth
Of serpent jealousy. And I have been
With starry Galileo in his cell,

That wise magician with the brow serene,

Who fathom'd space; and I have seen him tell

The wonders of the planetary sphere,

And trace the ramparts of heaven's citadel

On the cold flag-stones of his dungeon drear.

And I have walk'd with Hampden and with VaneNames once so gracious to an English ear

In days that never may return again.

My voice, though not the loudest, hath been heard
Whenever freedom raised her cry of pain,
And the faint effort of the humble bard

Hath roused up thousands from their lethargy,
What reward

To speak in words of thunder.

Was mine or theirs? It matters not; for I
Am but a leaf cast on the whirling tide,
Without a hope or wish, except to die.
But truth, asserted once, must still abide,
Unquenchable, as are those fiery springs

Which day and night gush from the mountain side,
Perpetual meteors girt with lambent wings,
Which the wild tempest tosses to and fro,
But cannot conquer with the force it brings.

Yet I, who ever felt another's woe

More keenly than my own untold distress; I, who have battled with the common foe,

And broke for years the bread of bitterness;

Who never yet abandon'd or betray'd

The trust vouchsafed me, nor have ceased to bless,

Am left alone to wither in the shade,

A weak old man, deserted by his kind.

Whom none will comfort in his age, nor aid!

O, let me not repine! A quiet mind,

Conscious and upright, needs no other stay;
Nor can I grieve for what I leave behind,
In the rich promise of eternal day.

Henceforth to me the world is dead and gone,
Its thorns unfelt, its roses cast away,
And the old pilgrim, weary and alone,

Bow'd down with travel, at his Master's gate
Now sits, his task of life-long labour done,
Thankful for rest, although it comes so late,
After sore journey through this world of sin,
In hope, and prayer, and wistfulness to wait,
Until the door shall ope, and let him in.

THE UNITED STATES.

A STRONG English interest attaches to America, as a great mass of mankind descended of English ancestry, as exhibiting the capabilities of the human race, in subduing the wilderness, and, generally, as forming a new field for the activity, the enterprise, and the happiness of man. Without arrogating to the whole population of our country the character of philosophers, it is certain that no country is more in the habit of regarding things with a less personal eye-or of looking more into that remote future, which, extending beyond all the impulses and business of the existing age, makes the natural contemplation of the philanthropist and the philosopher. The conduct of America is a perpetual provocation to other feelings. She exhibits all the caprices of a spoiled child. Every hour produces some expectoration of peevishness. No low scoundrel can insult the British laws in an English colony, but finds himself instantly exalted into a patriot in the United States; no ruffian conspiracy can be hatched in the British settlements that does not find multitudes of "sympathizers," ready to run over and sweep the frontier with fire and sword; and no effort of reason, conciliation, or even concession, on the part of England, is received by the public of the United States but as an insult, to be retorted by arms on the first opportunity. Do we charge this to any original folly in the Transatlantic mind-to any ab. solute incapacity for acting with justice-or to the total absence of all perception of truth, morals, or religion, on the American soil? By no means. We attribute it to the republicanism of America. The unfortunate deficiency of her government in all that constitutes strength and order, has laid her highest interests at the mercy of the multitude. Paradoxical as it may sound, there is no public opinion in the United States: for public opinion is a grave thing, -formed on deliberate grounds,-the work of reason operating on the intel

ligent portion of the people. In America we have for its substitute popular clamour, fed by "fourth of July harangues," nonsense about "flying eagles and never setting stars," rambling rights of seizure, universal citizenship, and the infinite superiority of the Yankee over all mankind, past, present, and to come. The Americans must get rid of this folly before they can deserve the name of a wise nation: and they must get rid of their republicanism before they can ever be a safe one. At this hour, there is not a country on earth where a man, honest and high-minded enough to defy the popular humour, would be less listened to; where any opposition to the most extravagant absurdity of the populace would be surer to exclude him from all public employ; or where any one of those acts which in other times and countries have formed the political hero, would be more certain to ensure the fate of the political martyr. And this is the boasted freedom of republicanism !

To take a single example: every rational man in America must have feit that the seizure of M'Leod was an act of injustice; every man acquainted with international law must have known that the act was an offence to its whole spirit; every practitioner in the courts must have known that there was no ground for a conviction; every religious man must have known that every life lost by America in a quarrel so totally groundless, was an act of criminal homicide by the provoker; and even every statesman in her councils must have known that such a war must be as impolitic and hazardous as it was rash and criminal. Yet of this whole graver population not one great body ever raised its voice-not one public man had the manfulness to stand forward and fight the battle of common sense-not even one private individual ventured to exhibit himself as the solitary sustainer of national honour! Republicanism is the true answer. The rabble voice extin

A Run through the United States, during the Autumn of 1840, by LieutenantColonel A. H. Maxwell, K.H.

guished all others. Every man's mouth was shut before the open jaws of democracy; and in obedience to the popular will, the country was on the point of being precipitated into a conflict, which might have left of her but a name. We say all this, much more in sorrow than in anger. A struggle of this order, between two such countries, would be almost a civil war. Every drop of blood shed in this unnatural strife, would be a mutual drain-the contest would be suicidal-victory would be without triumph—and the defeated would be ruined.

England and America are like two railroad carriages, to borrow the prevailing metaphor of the day. They are both making way with a speed which leaves all other governments fairly out of sight; and, so long as they run in parallel lines, the faster they both run the better for themselves and mankind; but the least divergence from the right linethe least bending to one side, and above all, the least attempt to check each other's progress-is sure to bring on a collision; and then, woe be to one of those mighty machines, or to both!

A

But, while we confess that an American war would do serious injury to England, we can have no hesitation in saying that it would ruin the present republic of the United States. shore of 1500 miles cannot be defended by either fleets or fortresses; even if America had either, a thinly-peopled country must be easily invaded, if not easily overrun. Vast provinces with different interests, opposite habits of thinking, and even with discordant habits of domestic life, are easily dislocated by the pressure of war; and those who know that New York is nearly as far from New Orleans as Paris is from Moscow, may reflect on the species of connexion which could be maintained by the perplexed and feeble authority of a President and his democratic clerks, in the confusion, the casualties, and the temptations of a great war-and, above all wars, one with an antagonist which could assail her in every quarter at once-front, flinks, and rear.

England unquestionably wishes for none of those things. She has no desire for American territory. Canada and its dependencies give room enough

for her superfluous population. She has no desire to spend a shilling in shot and shells; and she has quite as little of ambition to shed the blood of other nations, or her own. But America must not walk over the course, for all that. The rabble of Maine must not be suffered to cut off New Brunswick (as large as an European kingdom) from the Canadas; nor must the blustering of newspaper editors, or the roar of a rabble, carry every thing before them, as if their presses were line-of-battle ships, or the clamour of the populace were the thunders of artillery. We have now no wish to go into the New Brunswick dispute; but it is one which ought to be settled, and there can be no better time for the purpose. We have now got rid of the wretched, shifting, quibbling government, which could have had no more respect abroad than it had at home. The Boudoir ministry was made to be laughed at; and we cannot wonder that the street orators of New York scoffed at the pitiful frivolities of that faded flower of fashion—the premier. But we have now other men at the helm; and Jonathan should be taught that we lie at single anchor, ready to slip at the first signal from friend or enemy.

Nothing can be more unjustifiable than the conduct of the people of Maine. From the treaty of 1773, the border between New Brunswick and Maine had been so far under the jurisdiction of the British government as to be kept up from both English and Americans, who were alike prohibited from cutting timber, or taking possession, until the lingering claim to the territory should be settled. But Jonathan, who likes to take the law into his own hands, when he finds an easy opportunity, and who is, besides, rather too much given to speculation, seeing foul weather brewing in Europe, suddenly began to think that the disputed territory might as well be taken possession of, without asking the leave of any one. The consequence was, that the Mainites, with the greatest sang-froid imaginable, with a regular survey or at their head, walked in, took possession of the country by triangles and squares, in the most geometrical and dashing style, and began to cut down the timber without ceremony of any kind. Of course, the New Brunswick woodsmen, not seeing any reason

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