LAMENTATION. When I had shut the book, I said "Now, as for me, my dreams upon my bed Are not like Jacob's dream; Yet I have got it in my life; yes, I, And many more: it doth not us beseem, Is there not hung a ladder in our sky? Like winged wayfarers the height they scale But where is found a prayer for me; My heart is sick and full of strife. I heard one whisper, with departing breath, But, O, the pains of life! the pains of life! I. "Preserve to me my wealth," I do not say, For that is wasted away; And much of it was cankered ere it went. "Preserve to me my health," I cannot say, For that, upon a day, Went after other delights to banishment. 73 II. What can I pray? "Give me forgetfulness?" Past away smiles, though present fronts be stern. Not idle prayers. We know They that have crossed the river cannot return. I do not III. pray, "Comfort me! comfort me!' For how should comfort be? 0-0 that cooing mouth-that little white head! That I may find my babe when I am dead. IV. "Show me the path. I had forgotten Thee When I was happy and free, Walking down here in the gladsome light o' the sun; But now I come and mourn; O set my feet In the road to Thy blest seat, And for the rest, O God, Thy will be done." Loved too Late. EAR after year, with a glad content, Ever for us the skies were clear: Our hands held with a careless hold O dear hands that our burdens bore- Oh, it was hard to learn our loss, The cross he bore: To say, with an aching heart and head, "Would to God that the Love now dead Were here once more!" For when the Love we held too light No passionate words of fond regret, No yearning grief, could pay the debt Of thankless years. Oh, now while the sweet Love lingers near, Grudge not the tender words of cheer. NDER the lilac bushes, When the bloom was at its height, We stood on a summer's night, Old and yet ever new; And I listened, because I loved him: Under the lilac bushes, Only ourselves alone, I bent to his lightest whisper, He painted a glowing future, And I listened, because I believed him: What else could a woman do? Oh, such a glorious summer! Never its like before; Never such wealth of gladness Had flooded a glad heart o'er; FAR OUT IN THE WEST. 77 Never such joy in living Under the heavens blue; And I loved him, because I loved him: Where is he now? Why ask me? For I am learning to-day There are always two sides to a story, Some one will read the right side; And my heart has refused to question Far Out in the West. AM poor; I am shabby. There's something about me The maids in their soft flowing flounces will doubt me, But when I am sad, there's a vision that cures me, A shabby log-cabin, a shaky log-cabin, A jolly log-cabin far out in the West. Then ho! for the land where the sunset is glowing! There is room for a fellow whose pockets are low. |