And proved a sage indeed: how came his lore? Because one brindled heifer, late in March, Stiffened her tail of evenings, and somehow He got into his head that drought was meant! I don't expect all men can do as much: Such kissing goes by favour. You must take A certain turn of mind for this, a twist I' the flesh, as well. Be lazily alive, Open-mouthed, like my friend the ant-eater, Letting all nature's loosely-guarded motes Settle and, slick, be swallowed! Think yourself The one i' the world, the one for whom the world Was made, expect it tickling at your mouth! Then will the swarm of busy buzzing flies, Clouds of coincidence, break egg-shell, thrive, Breed, multiply, and bring you food enough.
I can't pretend to mind your smiling, sir! Oh, what you mean is this! Such intimate way, Close converse, frank exchange of offices, Strict sympathy of the immeasurably great With the infinitely small, betokened here
By a course of signs and omens, raps and sparks,- How does it suit the dread traditional text
O' the "Great and Terrible Name"? Shall the Heaven
Stoop to such child's play?
A moment, and I'll try to answer you.
The "Magnum et terribile" (is that right?) Well, folk began with this in the early day; And all the acts they recognized in proof
Were thunders, lightnings, earthquakes, whirlwinds, dealt
Indisputably on men whose death they caused. There, and there only, folk saw Providence At work, and seeing it, 'twas right enough
All heads should tremble, hands wring hands amain,
And knees knock hard together at the breath O' the Name's first letter; why, the Jews, I'm told, Won't write it down, no, to this very hour, Nor speak aloud: you know best if 't be so. Each ague-fit of fear at end, they crept
(Because somehow people once born must live) Out of the sound, sight, swing and sway o' the Name, Into a corner, the dark rest of the world,
And safe space where as yet no fear had reached; 'Twas there they looked about them, breathed again, And felt indeed at home, as we might say. The current o' common things, the daily life, This had their due contempt; no Name pursued Man from the mountain-top where fires abide, To his particular mouse-hole at its foot Where he ate, drank, digested, lived in short: Such was man's vulgar business, far too small To be worth thunder: "small," folk kept on, "small," With much complacency in those great days! A mote of sand, you know, a blade of grass- What was so despicable as mere grass, Except perhaps the life o' the worm or fly
Which fed there? These were "small" and men were great.
Well, sir, the old way's altered somewhat since, And the world wears another aspect now: Somebody turns our spyglass round, or else Puts a new lens in it: grass, worm, fly grow big: We find great things are made of little things, And little things go lessening till at last
Comes God behind them. Talk of mountains now? We talk of mould that heaps the mountain, mites That throng the mould, and God that makes the mites. The Name comes close behind a stomach-cyst, The simplest of creations, just a sac
That's mouth, heart, legs and belly at once, yet lives And feels, and could do neither, we conclude, If simplified still further one degree:
The small becomes the dreadful and immense Lightning, forsooth? No word more upon that! A tin-foil bottle, a strip of greasy silk,
With a bit of wire and knob of brass, and there's Your dollar's-worth of lightning! But the cyst- The life of the least of the little things?
Preachers and teachers try another tack, Come near the truth this time: they put aside Thunder and lightning: "That's mistake," they cry, "Thunderbolts fall for neither fright nor sport, "But do appreciable good, like tides,
"Changes o' the wind, and other natural facts"Good' meaning good to man, his body or soul. "Mediate, immediate, all things minister
"To man, that's settled: be our future text "We are His children!"" So, they now harangue About the intention, the contrivance, all
That keeps up an incessant play of love,— See the Bridgewater book.
Well, sir, I put this question: I'm a child? I lose no time, but take you at your word: How shall I act a child's part properly? Your sainted mother, sir,-used you to live With such a thought as this a-worrying you? "She has it in her power to throttle me, "Or stab or poison: she may turn me out, "Or lock me in,-nor stop at this to-day, "But cut me off to-morrow from the estate "I look for "-(long may you enjoy it, sir!) "In brief, she may unchild the child I am." You never had such crotchets? Nor have I! Who, frank confessing childship from the first Cannot both fear and take my ease at once, So, don't fear,-know what might be, well enough
But know too, child-like, that it will not be, At least in my case, mine, the son and heir O' the kingdom, as yourself proclaim my style. But do you fancy I stop short at this? Wonder if suit and service, son and heir Needs must expect, I dare pretend to find? If, looking for signs proper to such an one, I straight perceive them irresistible? Concede that homage is a son's plain right, And, never mind the nods and raps and winks, 'Tis the pure obvious supernatural
Steps forward, does its duty: why, of course! I have presentiments; my dreams come true: I fancy a friend stands whistling all in white Blithe as a boblink, and he's dead I learn. I take dislike to a dog my favourite long, And sell him; he goes mad next week and snaps. I guess that stranger will turn up to-day
I have not seen these three years; there's his knock I wager "sixty peaches on that tree!"—
That I pick up a dollar in my walk,
That your wife's brother's cousin's name was George- And win on all points. Oh, you wince at this? You'd fain distinguish between gift and gift, Washington's oracle and Sludge's itch
O' the elbow when at whist he ought to trump? With Sludge it's too absurd? Fine, draw the line Somewhere, but, sir, your somewhere is not mine!
Bless us, I'm turning poet! It's time to end. How you have drawn me out, sir! All I ask Is-am I heir or not heir? If I'm he, Then, sir, remember, that same personage (To judge by what we read i' the newspaper) Requires, beside one nobleman in gold To carry up and down his coronet, Another servant, probably a duke,
To hold egg-nogg in readiness: why want
Attendance, sir, when helps in his father's house Abound, I'd like to know?
My fault is that I tell too plain a truth. Why, which of those who say they disbelieve, Your clever people, but has dreamed his dream, Caught his coincidence, stumbled on his fact He can't explain, (he'll tell you smilingly) Which he's too much of a philosopher To count as supernatural, indeed,
So calls a puzzle and problem, proud of it Bidding you still be on your guard, you know, Because one fact don't make a system stand, Nor prove this an occasional escape
Of spirit beneath the matter: that's the way! Just so wild Indians picked up, piece by piece, The fact in California, the fine gold
That underlay the gravel-hoarded these, But never made a system stand, nor dug! So wise men hold out in each hollowed palm A handful of experience, sparkling fact They can't explain; and since their rest of life Is all explainable, what proof in this? Whereas I take the fact, the grain of gold, And fling away the dirty rest of life,
And add this grain to the grain each fool has found O' the million other such philosophers,- Till I see gold, all gold and only gold, Truth questionless though unexplainable, And the miraculous proved the commonplace! The other fools believed in mud, no doubt—
Failed to know gold they saw: was that so strange? Are all men born to play Bach's fiddle-fugues, "Time" with the foil in carte, jump their own height, Cut the mutton with the broadsword, skate a five, Make the red hazard with the cue, clip nails While swimming, in five minutes row a mile, Pull themselves three feet up with the left arm,
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